Awful

I'm awful at blogging...I've said this many times. I'm also terrible at writing in my journal. I'll be good for a week or two and then stop. But I need to be better! I need to at least blog, or write in my journal...or both! So I'm going to work on the blog for now. I'm crazy busy with my new job but it doesn't take that long to type an update right? My new job: I'm an agent for a life insurance company so I work crazy hours and my only day off is Sunday! It can be stressful but I like not being tied down to an office and being pretty much my own boss. And when you sell its GOOD money :)

I'm going to Colorado this weekend for my cousin's wedding! I haven't seen her since I was maybe 10? I honestly have no idea...but I'm really excited! Also I've never been to CO so that'll be fun! Tonight I may go stargazing with a friend...not sure what we're gonna do yet but we'll figure it out and it'll be fun regardless! Anyway...I have tons to do today for work so I better get on it!

Sweet Dream

Last night I had an awesome dream so I'm blogging about it so I will always remember it (even though I usually always remember awesome dreams). I don't remember all of the details but this is what I do remember:

I was with some friends sitting on these benches like at a church and this spider crawled on me and I flicked it away. I was sitting next to this really cute guy and we ended up hitting it off. Time goes on and we are at this place again and this guy and I were still together and we were sitting on the benches again and a spider crawled up my leg again, I flicked it off, then another one came, I flicked it off, then another one came, I flicked it off and jumped up realizing I was sitting on a spider nesting place or what not so we all hurried out of the place. Time goes on again and I see this guy kiss another girl so then I later confront him and slap him and he says it was his cousin (or some relative, I can't remember). Then I say to him something like "no, this has happened to me too many times, I'm not going to get hurt again" with the intention of ending things. But then in front of everyone he professes his love for me in this incredibly romantic speech and people were clapping and we kissed :)

I'm pretty sure my heart was pounding in real life as I was dreaming and then when I woke up I felt this really strong connection for this guy in my dream...if only I knew who it was...

2010 So Far

2010 so far has been pretty good. Target loves me so they kept me on after the holidays and I'm already a trainer and I haven't even been there a full 3 months yet! My hours are always changing but hopefully I can somehow stay at full time so I can get benefits instead of working 40 hours one week and 25 the next! I am reconsidering going into the Air Force to be an officer. I feel more comfortable about it this time around and I think I might talk to a recruiter tomorrow. I decided I feel kind of stuck in my life right now...I have a Bachelor's and I work at Target making $8/hr...and I think the Air Force could be a good way to get me unstuck. I already have a nonexistent love life so joining wont affect that! Haha :) Anyway, I just thought I would post something since its been a while, as usual...

Long Time No See

Its definitely been a long time hasn't it?! I should inform you (even though anyone who reads this knows already) that I got a job! I work at Target and will be on the sales floor most of the time. I started my training this week. It seems like a really good place to work :) I'm only seasonal but it looks like they'll be giving me good hours since my schedule is completely open and I hope they will keep me after the holidays!! Unless I find a better job that is. There is a problem though...no health insurance! Lets hope that I will survive without my birth control...and I will have to just play it safe so I don't get injured! I'm really glad that I have a job though and wont be stuck bored to death while all my friends are at work or school. Tomorrow I will be working my first 8 hour shift since I believe August of 2008! It will be interesting I'm sure haha. Wish me luck!!

Fun Facts

These are some fun facts I stumbled upon:

1. A quarter has 119 grooves around the edge of it & a dime has 118.

2. A bolt of lightning travels at speeds of up to one hundred million feet per second, or seventy-two million miles per hour.

3. The bird of paradise can sleep upside down.

4. Because of the rotation of the earth, an object can be thrown farther if it is thrown west.

5. A rainbow can be seen only in the morning or late afternoon. It can occur only when the sun is 40 degrees or less above the horizon.

6. Bees have 5 eyes. There are 3 small eyes on the top of a bee's head and 2 larger ones in front.

7. Butterflies taste with their hind feet.

Life

Well, I'm a college graduate now so that's good!! But its definitely not fun being unemployed and running out of money! I can't decide if I would rather not get interviews at all or if I would keep things the way they are with me getting a good amount of interviews but never getting a job. I hate getting my hopes up!

When it comes to boys I think I'm pretty apathetic lately. Sure I'd like to be dating someone but lots has been going on in the boy department so right now I could care less who is interested in me. There's a boy that's been pursuing me but I think I've decided I only liked the idea of dating someone and didn't really like him enough to date him. We'll see. There is a boy that once showed interest in me who kinda started showing it again and I would love for him to give me a chance -- he is one boy I am definitely not apathetic about haha. I can't seem to get over him...and I really like how I feel when I'm with him. Unfortunately I don't think he feels the same -- I think he just liked my attention. But you never know, I can always hope...

I have a Twitter account and I seem to be much better at that than blogging but its kind of boring posting on there when I have no followers like I do on here haha. Oh well, at least I'm following some people so I can read their tweets.

I told you I would be terrible at this...

Tomorrow I'm going to Vegas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


That is all :)