Sunday, January 25, 2009

That was quick...

I know I just made it official with Dan late Friday night/early Saturday morning...but I had to call it quits today. He's a really great guy and I do like him but he's so self conscious and nervous around me that it makes it really awkward and uncomfortable for me. I told him that we need to take a step back and be friends first. And once he's comfortable being my friend we can go from there. He's just fine when we're in groups but when its just the two of us even though we have fun the awkard moments totally overpower the fun ones. Like last night for example...we were having a really good time then decided it was time for him to go and he asked if he could kiss me before he left. First of all, he already kissed me once, second of all we're dating so he shouldn't need to ask! But I said ok (not really wanting one because the first one was so awkward). Then he proceeded to tell me that "we're going to do it like will smith says to in hitch." How awkward is that?! You don't say how you are going to kiss someone you just do it! So I told him that was really awkward and I couldn't kiss him. And after that I just realized that I could'nt handle the awkwardness. He needs to gain some confidence!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Fresh Princesses of Provo

I finally got a copy of my old roommate and my award winning movie from our ward film festival last year! Here it is! It's embarrassing...but it was fun and like I said, it won 2 awards so it is worth it!


Sunday, January 4, 2009

A to Z

A-Z Survey cause there's nothing better to do

A - Available: yes
A - Age: almost 22
A - Annoyance: depends...i always forget that things annoy me until they're happening so i can't tell you right now haha

B - Bestest Friend[s]: i dont have a "best friend"
B - Birthday: march 10

C - Crush: don't have one
C - Car: 95 dodge neon
C - Candy: probably peanut butter m&ms

D - Day or night: depends
D - Dream Car: dodge viper or more practically a VW tourag

E- Easiest person to talk to?: hmm...depends on what i'm talking about
E- Eggs: scrambled

F - Favorite Month: this year it will be august because i'm going to forever be done w/school
F - Favorite color(s): i like all colors
F - Favorite Memory: hmm i think i have a lot of those

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: gummy worms
G - Giver or taker: giver

H - Hair Color: brown
H - Height: 5'2
H - Happy: sure

I - Ice Cream: cookie dough
I - Instrument: i used to play the alto sax

J - Jewelry: i just wear my earrings/guages
J - Job: byu laundry and mary kay
J - Jail: never been and hope to never go

K - Kids: i want 4-6
K - Kickboxing or Karate: kickboxing
K - Kindergarten: i was so cute

L - Longest Car Ride: either on the way to Washington or Utah

M - Milk Flavor: strawberry
M - Most missed person: dunno
M - Movie: i have way too many

N - Number of Siblings: 3
N - Number of Tattoos: none
N - Name: Stephanie

O - ONE WISH: that i could be done with school already
O - One Phobia: i don't think i have any but i'm close to having arachnophobia
O - One regret: sometimes i say i regret things but i've learned from my mistakes so really i don't regret anything

P- Pet Peeves: roommates, does that count? haha
P- Part of your appearance you like best?: eyes
P- Part of your personality?: i'm chill

Q- Quote: "The greater the obstacle, the more glory in overcoming it" Moliere
Q- Quick or Slow: quick

R - Reason to smile: i'm not alone

R - Reality TV Show: made or beauty and the geek
R - Reason to cry: no comment

S - Song Last Heard: your call, secondhand serenade
S - Season: fall
S - Shoe: barefoot


T - Time you woke up: 10ish
T - Time Now: 12:25
T - Time for bed: 10:30...i have class at 7 :(

U - U love someone: i love alot of people
U - Unpredictable?: sometimes
U - Underwear: i like underwear

V - Vegetable you hate: its easier for me to say ones i like: corn, carrots, potatoes, occasionally peas like in chicken pot pie
V - Vacation spot: somewhere warm and with a beach

W- Worst Habits: idk
W- Where are you going to travel next?: maybe michigan
W- Weather right now: really really cold

X - X-Rays: i've had a full body one when i pinched a nerve and like 3 or so for my shins

Y - Year you were born: 1987
Y - Year it is now: 2009
Y - Yellow: is warm

Z - Zoo Animal: zebra